Happy second heavenly birthday brave soldier. Today you are 24. Not a second of any day goes by where I don’t think of you, where my heart don’t ache to hold you or talk to you again. I miss our conversations, my hug of you, seeing you, hearing you voice and believe it or not Jim but I even miss that noisy sound of your nebuliser while I was watching everybody loves Raymond every morning. I miss it all Jim and I want it all back I want you back. Our conversations that never made sense but they made us laugh and made people probably think we were strange (but we never cared) . The laughs we had and the silly stuff we did when you was in hospital (my dancing for one) that made you laugh didn’t it? Even in your hospital stays where you wasn’t too well and bored you always laughed and had a smile on your face. Every morning I knew you was going to ask “guess who’s birthday it is today” I always replied Roman Reins? But nope it never was, and Jim I still don’t know when his birthday is, I will wait until I’m back with you and you can ask me again because one day I have to get it correct. Your milk every night at 8 when you would ask me “guess what I’m drinking” and I would reply milk? And we would laugh, silly too others but a memory I won’t forget and miss so much 💔😭. I love you to heaven and back Jim and I can’t wait until we can make more memories and re start our old memories again. Enjoy your birthday brave soldier and eat all those golden bears and crisps hope you are getting spoilt up there. Have a party with the other angels and the big man himself.look out for your balloons later on today we are sending them to heaven for you. I love you so much xxxx