My brave soldier the strongest bravest person I know. God may have taken you from me Jim but he won’t take away my memories that you left me with. Your gorgeous smile, your witty personality, the funny faces you always pulled, the strength you showed, the determination you had. So many wonderful memories and I Thankyou for all of them Jim. Thankyou for letting me be your mom and Thankyou for being the best son ever ❤️ I love you to heaven and back and more x

Today will be your 3rd heavenly christmas, our 3rd Christmas without you. Has I sit here all silence around me, boo and Ken is still fast asleep, I think about all the other Christmas’s we had with you. The excitement of when you were a child and would wake me up super early with excitement of what Santa had left you (normally about 2am ish). Always happy and appreciative with what you got. Always gave me a massive hug (my Jimmy hug). I loved seeing the excitement and happiness on your little face. Even into adulthood you still kept that gorgeous smile and was still excited and happy for Christmas, always grateful, just the early mornings stopped and changed for about 8-9 ish instead. You and boo made my Christmas mornings, infact you both make my whole life. Christmas isn’t the same now you ain’t here jim all I have is my memories but I will treasure them forever. Thankyou for allowing me to be your mom it’s the best feeling in the world. Always stay smiling my gorgeous son. Never forget what you mean to me. I will always love you and I will never ever stop thinking about you. X

It’s less than a week before Christmas and it’s not the same without you Jim, the excitement the gifts the dinner the films the treats nothing is the same now. My heart is broken without you 😭💔 I really need you back Jim, I really need a Jimmy hug 😭💔 I miss you so much 💔😭 x

Today is your 25th birthday Jim. Another day we have to get through without you. Everyday is hard but days like today are even harder. Not a second goes by where I don’t think of you, where I don’t prey to see you walk through the door and come back home, where you belong. People will say time will make it all easier, the pain will get easier and life will go on, they are wrong Jim, the pain don’t get easier, you just get use to walking around with a broken heart. I will never ever stop missing you, not a day goes by where I don’t talk about you (to whoever will listean to me). I miss you more and more eachday. Thankyou for all the wonderful memories you left behind for me, I will treasure them forever and Thankyou for being my son, I really couldn’t ask for a better one. I love you to heaven and back and more my brave soldier. Happy birthday Jimmy xxx

5 years today my brave soldier you got your liver transplant. What a battle you had to get to this point. And what a battle you had to beat it. You fought so hard everyday Jim. The more you fought the more life threw at you and the harder you had to fight, but no matter what happened you did it all with a smile on your face. I wish you was here to see this day and celebrate it with us, I’m so so sorry you didn’t get to see it. I can’t even begin to say how proud I am of you Jim, how proud I am to tell that world that I am your mom. You are the bravest, strongest person I know. I miss you every second of everyday 💔😭 I love you to heaven and back and more xxxx

5 years today we got the call you needed so bad, london phoned and your new liver was finally here. We had one hour to get dressed and then the ambulance would pick us up. My emotions was all over the place, I was scared, happy, nervous I’m not sure how I felt, but I took one look at you and you just looked at me and smiled and I knew then that you would be ok, my brave soldier was going to be ok and finally your battles would be over. You slept most of the time in the hospital, (you would have been scared yourself but you never let me know that). You kept asking me over and over if I was ok. Even in your worse times you always still tried to look after me ❤️ I miss you so much Jim, I think about you every single second of every day. Not a day goes by where I don’t talk about you. I know you liked today so I hope you celebrate it. We will be watching some films for you. I love you to heaven and back and more xxxx

It’s Easter today Jimmy. Our third one without you. It feels only yesterday when I had to say goodbye to you, where you closed your eyes for good and god called your name. But it feels like a lifetime since I saw you last. It’s weird to explain. There not a day goes by where I don’t think about you, where you don’t cross my thoughts. I always text you everyday still (and I always will) I will never forget you Jimmy, I miss you so much 💔😭 I love you to heaven and back and more xxxx

Two years today I said my final goodbye to you, gave you my last ever hug and kiss and had to lay you to rest for good. The day started of with you back home with me and boo where you belong, I put your cream on your face has it was drying out and made sure you was ok, I stayed awake all night with you, talking to you about all the memories you left behind, telling you how proud I am of you. I loved having you back home (even if it was just for one day). The night went so fast and before i knew it it was time to lay you to rest for good. I can’t remember much about the day if I’m honest but I know the church was packed and not a dry eye was to be seen anywhere. The worse part was coming back home, the house was empty, our home Jimmy it felt strange and lonely (hard to explain) knowing you wasn’t going to walk back through the door or sit on your special cushion again I just broke down. It wasn’t real, it still doesn’t feel real. I often just imagine you are in hospital and I wait for your phone call to tell me what the doctor has said and if you can come back home.but that phone call never comes and then it all comes back to me why 😭💔. It feels only yesterday when I said goodbye to you but it feels like years and years since I last saw you. I miss you so bad my brave soldier 💔😭. I can’t wait until i see you again, but until then I will do my best to look after Boo for you. I miss you so much. I love you to heaven and back and more xxxx

There’s not a second of any day that goes by where I don’t miss you Jim, where my heart don’t break at the thought of not seeing you again 💔😭 where I don’t feel like somebody has torn my heart apart. My pain don’t get easier Jimmy, time doesn’t heal nothing. I miss you more now then ever. I can’t wait till I see you again I’m waiting for one of my Jimmy hugs again.I love you to heaven and back and more xxxx

Not a day goes by where you don’t cross my mind. Not a second of any day goes by where I ain’t thinking of you and not a second of any day goes by where my heart ain’t broken for you Jimmy. I miss you more and more eachday and I long to hold you once ago. If I knew the day you closed your eyes for good was going to be the last time I got to see you for this long I would have never let you go, I would have hugged you so hard that even god himself wouldn’t have been able to get you. I would have never let you go Jim 💔😭. I can’t wait till I get to see you again I love you to heaven and back and more xxxx

I will never forget you James, until we meet again fly high and spread those wings. Love aunty Tina xx

Two years ago today Jim you closed your eyes and fell asleep for good. Your body was just too tired to carry on, you had been through so much and you had put up such a fight for so long, life was just not fair to you. The strength you had, the determination you had and the courage you had was like nothing I have ever saw before. I’m super proud of you Jim. God may have you in his arms but I will always have you in my heart. Thankyou for all the wonderful memories you left me with. I will never ever forget you and I will never ever stop loving you, you made me so super proud to call you my son and for allowing me to be your mom. I miss you so bad Jim, keep warm and one day I will see you again one day, where I can get one of my Jimmy hugs (I miss them so much) 💔😭 Fly high my brave soldier, I love you to heaven and back and more xxxx

Happy New Year’s Eve my brave soldier. This year is nearly over and a new one ready to begin, but it doesn’t matter how long it is and how many years pass, my pain for you will never go away 💔😭. I will never stop missing you or loving you 💔😭. I love you so so much and more. Have a great New Year’s Eve day and night my big lad, I love you to heaven and back and more xxxx

Happy Boxing Day my brave soldier. Today is the day you would normally be putting all your stuff away from Xmas and watching a new dvd or playing a new computer game you had (more than likely watching your new dvds though). So I hope you got loads of new dvds in heaven and today you are watching them all. Enjoy today Jimmy and remember no matter what I love you more than anything in this world. I love you to heaven and back and more xxxx

Merry 2rd heavenly Christmas jim. Not a day goes by where I’m not missing you or thinking about you. But these kind of days are even harder. Days we loved now just doesn’t seem the same. Nothing does. Whatever you are doing today jim I hope you have fun and get spoilt. And I hope you have all the pigs in blankets and Yorkshire puddings you can eat. I’ve lit you a special Xmas candle again so hope you can see them burning just for you. I’ve sent you a special Xmas kiss and hug up to heaven too so look out for it. I love you so much brave soldier. I will always love you. Thankyou for all the wonderful memories you left me with and Thankyou for allowing me to be your mom, and for letting me take care of you. Tell Jesus to take care of you for me please until I’m able to get there myself. Have a great Christmas jim please come and visit me I would love to see you. I love you to heaven and back and more x

Merry second heavenly Christmas Eve Jim. Another one we have to get through without you 💔😭 everyday is hard but days like today is just too hard. It won’t be the same without you with me Jim, eating our take away and watching you open your Xmas Eve box. Nothing is the same. I love you so much xxxx

Not a day goes by where I don’t think about Jim, not a second of any day where you don’t cross my mind. I miss you more than anything in this world. Everyday is hard without you, but days like this with Christmas coming up, it’s even harder, memories is all I have right now Jim, I’m trying to think of all our happy stuff we did and all the fun we had with the build up to christmas. All the Xmas movies we watched all through December, I can’t watch them anymore, they just ain’t the same 💔😭 I miss you so bad Jimmy 💔😭 I love you to heaven and back and more xxxx

Has Christmas gets nearer, all I can do is think of the memories we had from all the wonderful years I got to spend with you. Christmas will Never be the same Jim, no day ever will Be again. I miss you more than you will ever realise. I love you to heaven and back and more my brave soldier xxxx

Happy bonfire night Jimmy my brave soldier. Have a great day and night. Hope you are enjoying all the fireworks and have some sparklers. I love you to heaven and back and I miss you more and more eachday xxxx

Happy Halloween my brave soldier. Not a day goes by where I don’t think about you or where you ain’t running through my mind. Not a second of any day goes by where my heart ain’t breaking without you being here Jim 💔😭 every second of everyday is so hard without but days like this hurts more has it’s another celebration day we’ve got to get through without you 💔😭. All I can do is remember all the memories we had and all the laughs you gave us. I love you to heaven and back Jimmy xxxx

Hi Jim just wanted to remind you that I will never forget you and I will never stop loving you. You are and always will be my brave soldier. I am super proud of you Jim. The perfect son. I am the luckiest mom in the world to have been your mom. Hope you are resting now Jimmy and hope your struggles are all over now. Fly high with the angels my big boy. I love you to heaven and back and more xxxx

Hi Jim, how was your birthday? I hope you enjoyed it. Did you do anything nice? I miss you so much Jim 💔😭 not a second goes by where you ain’t running around in my mind, where I am thinking about you and all the wonderful memories you left behind. Some people thing by having a load of money and being rich, or having the top car etc that they have the world, but you had none of them and you are the richest out the lot, do you know why? Because you have the biggest heart of anybody I know. The bravest soldier to ever walk this earth. And me well I am the luckiest out of everybody because I am lucky enough to be your mom and there’s nothing better than that. The proudest mom in the world. I love you to heaven and back Jimmy my brave soldier xxxx

Happy Heavenly Birthday James Always thinking of you, Love From Aunty Elaine, Uncle Simon, Toby & Poppy xxx

Happy second heavenly birthday brave soldier. Today you are 24. Not a second of any day goes by where I don’t think of you, where my heart don’t ache to hold you or talk to you again. I miss our conversations, my hug of you, seeing you, hearing you voice and believe it or not Jim but I even miss that noisy sound of your nebuliser while I was watching everybody loves Raymond every morning. I miss it all Jim and I want it all back I want you back. Our conversations that never made sense but they made us laugh and made people probably think we were strange (but we never cared) . The laughs we had and the silly stuff we did when you was in hospital (my dancing for one) that made you laugh didn’t it? Even in your hospital stays where you wasn’t too well and bored you always laughed and had a smile on your face. Every morning I knew you was going to ask “guess who’s birthday it is today” I always replied Roman Reins? But nope it never was, and Jim I still don’t know when his birthday is, I will wait until I’m back with you and you can ask me again because one day I have to get it correct. Your milk every night at 8 when you would ask me “guess what I’m drinking” and I would reply milk? And we would laugh, silly too others but a memory I won’t forget and miss so much 💔😭. I love you to heaven and back Jim and I can’t wait until we can make more memories and re start our old memories again. Enjoy your birthday brave soldier and eat all those golden bears and crisps hope you are getting spoilt up there. Have a party with the other angels and the big man himself.look out for your balloons later on today we are sending them to heaven for you. I love you so much xxxx

J is for just perfect A is for amazing M is for marvellous E is for Everybody’s world S is for special J is for just perfect O is for omg you are amazing H is for helpful N is for never gave up D is for daredevil A is for angelic V is for very very very very lovable I is for my idol D is for you Did it you beat the war G is for gorgeous A is for angel L is for lovely L is for likeable A is for always smiling G is for gentleman H is for my hero E is for Everybody’s world R is for ready to take the world on

I miss you more and more each day Jim. The days are getting harder and the hurt is getting stronger. I really need/want to see you now Jim. If there’s anything you can do please please come back and visit me, please come back to me 💔😭 I miss you so bad Jim 💔😭 I love you to heaven and back and more xxxx

I sit here and it’s all quiet and all I can do is think about you Jim. Everything around me reminds me of you, our home, our street, our garden everything just remind me off you. I miss you so much Jimmy 💔😭 I just want/need to hold you right now 💔😭 x

Not a day goes by where I don’t think of you Jim. Not a second of any day goes by where you don’t pop up in my mind or where a memory that you left behind doesn’t go through my mind. Not a second of anyday where I’m not thinking of you or missing you 💔😭 I love you to heaven and back Jimmy x

Hi my brave soldier just a message to let you know I’m always thinking about you and I’m always talking about you and I will always love you to heaven and back and more. Not a second of anyday goes by where I’m not thinking about you. I miss you so so so so much 💔😭 xxxx

4 years ago was when jim had his liver transplant. Was so proud of you that day bud and still so proud of you now mate. The way you battled through everything life threw at you mate is so amazing. Your a legend bud miss you mate will never forget you and will always love you love uncle mark bud xxxx

4 years today you did it you beat your liver transplant. You had a rough time and kept needing to go into ICU (2 more times), battled depression and lost alot of weight, couldn’t eat, had some falls etc but jim like the hero you are you beat it all and showed the world how strong you really are. I am super proud of you. My brave soldier, my inspiration, my world. I love you to heaven and back and more. Xxxx

4 years today Jim we got the call to say your new liver is here. We only had a short time to get ready and sort things out before the ambulance arrived to take us to London. Mixed emotions spread through us, I was worried, happy scared all at the same time. You on the other hand just took it all in your stride, kept laughing and joking with the paramedics all through the journey. It was a long day Jim and a day I will never forget. We waited so long for that call and you had some many hurdles thrown at you while waiting and like the boss you are you just kept beating them and beating them. I’m so super proud of you my brave soldier. I love you to heaven and back xxxx

My heart still aches with sadness and secret tears flow. What it means to lost you no-one will ever know. X

If I could sit in heaven, even for a day, the pain would temporarily go away. I would put my arms around you and whisper words so true, that living life without you is the hardest thing to do. No matter how I spend my time, no matter what i do, there’s no morning, noon or night that I don’t think of you x

Today Jim I’m a celebrity South Africa started (we are watching it now) I know you would be watching it with me if you could, I know you enjoyed I’m a celebrity. It’s days like this that makes it so hard and a lot more harder. I can picture you sitting on your chair with your crisps and pop watching it, telling me who you liked and didn’t like and who you knew (you didn’t know much of them most years) we always watched this together Jim 💔😭 I really wish you could watch it again with me, I miss our times together and I would do anything to get them back, I really need a hug of you right now Jim ❤️ I love you to heaven and back more my brave soldier xxxx

Happy Easter brave soldier. Hope you are having a blast up there. Enjoy all the chocolate crème eggs and golden bears. I’ve lit a candle for you in your memory. I love you big lad. Fly high xxxx

Happy easter jim (bud). Miss ya mate birthday's. Easter, christmas, and holidays will never be the same without you here mate. We will celebrate together oneday. Love you and miss you mate everyday. Love ya bud xxxx ( uncle mark (bud) xxxx

Hi Jim it’s me again, just wanted to let you know that I love you more then anything and I am missing you more and more each day, not a second of a day goes by where I don’t think about you, I just need to hug you right now Jim, I need my baby boy back 😭 I will never forget you Jim I promise you that. Fly high with the angels my brave soldier. I love you to heaven and back xxxx

They say time heals the pain and things get easier, but I can tell you honestly nothing changes Jim, the pain is just has strong (if not stronger) the days are lonelier. Each second that passes just leaves me missing you even more. Your name and your memories you left behind fills my day and night time thoughts. The only thing time does is makes you learn how to be strong for other people. Tears don’t go Jim. I can tell you now time heals nothing. I miss you more and more each day my brave soldier. I really wish I could see you x

Been a year today my nephew jim (bud) was laid to rest. Without a doubt the best person I've ever known. Jim had many battles in his life. When we would have gave up jim done it with a smile on his face and love in his heart. A real life hero an inspiration jim is the man. No words I can ever write will give justice to the man jim is. Your memory will live on in my heart forever. Love ya bud always have always will. You will never be forgotten. I know we will meet again jim until then God bless ya mate love ya bud. Uncle mark (bud) xxxx

Today is a year when I had to lay you to rest and say goodbye to my beautiful, gorgeous, strong amazing brave soldier. My heart has never repaired and life has never been the same. Knowing you are no longer in pain Jim and knowing your battles are now over and you no longer have to fight everyday is the only comfort helping me right now😭💔. To say I miss you is a understatement Jim because I don’t miss you I pine you, I need you back more then you will ever realise. Rest now my gorgeous boy your struggles are over. I love you to heaven and back xxxx

Not a day goes by when I don’t think about you Jim, wish I could hear your voice one more time, hug you again, just know that you are back with me. I miss you so much my brave soldier x

I will never forget you Jim, I think about you everyday, every second of every day. Things ain’t the same without Jim and I miss you so so so so much 😭💔 I will never ever stop loving you Jim, and you will always be my brave gorgeous amazing strong soldier. My inspiration my hero my world. I love you to heaven and back and more xxxx

Hi Jim just a message to let you know I’m thinking about you always. You will never be forgotten ever. I miss you everyday 😭💔. You are and always will be my brave soldier, the son who made me a mom. My hero, my inspiration, my world, my life. I love you to heaven and back Jimmy, and a lot more then you love me, I win. Sleep tight my sweet gorgeous boy. Keep warm. Until I get to see again please stay safe and have fun. You will never walk alone. Love you xxxx

Not a second of any day goes by where I’m not thinking about you Jim. You are always on my mind from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to bed. I can’t explain how much I miss you, but I can tell you it’s the worse pain that I’ve ever had to suffer. A pain that never goes away, a pain that never will go away 😭💔. The thought of not seeing your smiling face again is killing me Jim. I miss you so much. I really need to hug you, I really need a Jimmy hug x

I love you so so much. Thinking of you always. My brave soldier, my hero, my inspiration, my world xxx

Miss you more and more each day Jim. They say time heals the pain and things gets easier with time, well whoever thinks that’s true ain’t ever lost somebody who means the world to them, somebody who is they whole world. My whole world changed the day you left me Jim, the day you grew your angel wings, the day god called your name and took you to heaven, that day Jim, my heart broke, my baby boy was taken away from me. The tears ain’t stopped and the hurt is getting worse. I think about you all the time. I miss you Jim, miss everything about you. I need my baby boy back 😭💔 xxxx

James, it seems like only yesterday when we all received the worst news ever,if only we could turn back time, you may have been gone a year but you are still in our heart and memories....we miss you and love you so much, you will never be forgotten, goodnight James xxx

One year ago today we lost you jim (bud). The most beautiful caring loving person I've ever known. No words I can write would give justice to who you are. Hero (bud). I think about you everyday bud. You left me with a lot of memories that will stay in my heart forever. As much as it hurts you not being with us bud I know one day we will meet again. Love ya bud always have always will. Xxxx

One year today james we lost you. But you have always stayed in my heart. I think about all the things we did together. Love you more and more each day james xxxx love nan

Everyday is hard without you Jim, but today will be even harder has today is the day we lost you last year. The day my heart broke forever and my life changed. The day you grew your angel wings. A day I will never forget. A day god needed and wanted my brave soldier up in heaven with him. A day I wish had never came 😭💔. I miss you more and more each day Jim. I love you to heaven and back xxxx

I think about you all the time my brave soldier. I love you endlessly. They say time heals the pain and things gets easier but I don’t agree with that Jim, the pain ain’t any better at all, In fact it’s getting worse. I miss you more and more has the days goes on, every second every minute every hour of every day I miss you Jim and I long to just hold you again and give you a hug, I miss my Jimmy hugs 😭💔 I miss our talks, our jokes, I miss your smile, your laugh, your stories I miss it all Jim 😭💔 I need you back here back where you belong, I need my brave soldier back again 😭💔 x

I’m missing you so much Jim 😭💔 the days are getting harder and harder without you 😭💔 I lay in bed thinking about you and wondering what you are doing, hoping you are having fun and keeping warm. Thinking of all the memories you left me with, the good and bad, the laughter and cry’s. Not a second in a day goes by where I’m not thinking of you Jim, wishing I could turn back time and hug you one more time, I would never let you go. Take care my brave soldier, have fun with all the other angels and look after yourself until I can see you again ❤️ I love you to heaven and back xxxx

Hi Jim you’ve been put on the CF site page on Facebook and Instagram, your beautiful face is what everybody will see when they log on now. I miss you so so much Jimmy 😭💔 please if there is any way what so ever please come back to me 😭💔 I will be waiting for you for the rest of my life x I love you heaven and back my brave soldier xxxx

Happy new year Jim. Goodbye to 2022 and welcome to 2023. I will keep your memory alive and I will not let anybody forget about you. I will control to support cystic fibrosis trust on behalf of you Jim. I love you more then you will ever know. Xxxx

Happy new year bud oneday we will celebrate together until then godbless mate love ya jim xxxx

The worst year of my life is coming to an end, but still I have you locked in my heart. I hope your dancing with the angels tonight, up in the light. I miss you always, I love you forever. Until I get to be with you again whenever🤍

Another year is nearly over Jim and I am glad to see this year over and gone. It’s been a heartbreaking horriable year without you, a year I wish never came and I wish everyday we could go back to 2021 and stop time so that you never left me 💔. A new year is here tomorrow but it won’t be the same without you Jim, nothing will ever be the same again without you Jim. I hope you are having a party and celebrating up in heaven with the angels tonight, dancing the night away. Have fun Jim, I love you to heaven and back. ❤️ X

1st year without you mate been a heartbreaking year. Hope your celebrating in heaven tonight. Happy New year to you bud love ya mate miss you everyday. God bless ya mate love uncle mark (bud) xxxx

Hi Jim my brave soldier just wanted to write and remind you that I love you to heaven and back and more. I miss you every second of every day, I hope you are breathing easy up there and no longer feeling sick. You are my inspiration, my world my everything. I love you so so so so much ❤️ I will forever be heartbroken without you Jimmy 💔😭and forever miss you 😭💔 I will never ever stop talking about you and I will continue to support cf in your memory has often has I can. Sleep tight my brave boy ❤️ Xxxx

It’s Boxing Day today Jim the day you would normally put all your Christmas gifts/clothes etc away and then watch some of your new dvds (that you had every year). Today I should have been upstairs throwing away all your box’s and bags and stuff that came of your presents and helping you put them all away then listeaning to you tell me what each dvd was about and if I would enjoy it (like every year) but instead I didn’t get to do any of that this year, all I got to do was sit here and think about you and all the memories of our previous boxing days we’ve had 💔 I miss you so much Jimmy I need you back here with us back where you belong 😭💔 I hope you’ve had a good Xmas and a good Boxing Day because you deserve the best ❤️ I love you to heaven and back and more then you will ever know xxx

Merry Christmas my big boy, my brave soldier my one and only son. I hope you are having a great time up there with god and the angels and all the other people. I hope you get your tv and surround sound speakers you wanted and I hope you eat all the pigs in blankets and drink all the doctor pepper that you want. Have a great day Jimmy. Xxxx Today for me won’t be the same without you, it’s not fair that you ain’t here with me and boo, it’s not fair that I don’t get to watch you open you open you gifts or hear you ask me 100 times if the pigs in blankets are done (like every year). I miss you everyday Jim but days like today are worse and a lot harder. I will leave you your seat on the table for dinner has I know you will there with us, I will leave you a pig in blanket and Yorkshire pudding too. I know you are here with us Jim I just wish I could see you 💔😭. Have a great Christmas Jimmy and I hope you like your gifts. I love you to heaven and back and more. Xxxx

Merry Christmas mate (bud) love ya mate wish you was here will never be the same without you jim. See you again oneday mate we can celebrate together then. Love ya bud love uncle mark bud xxxxxxxx

It’s Christmas Eve today Jim, our best day of the year. The day we always had a nice take away tea while watching a Christmas movie. The day we loved like no other day. It’s going to be so so hard to get through today and the next few days without you being here Jim 💔😭 The memories of last year and all the other years before that is what I’m going to think about, the laughs the joys the excitement we all had. I love you jim and I hope you are doing it all up there with god himself and the angels and all the other beautiful amazing people that are up there with you too. Watch a film jim open your Xmas Eve box put on your new pjs and have your favourite take away for tea. I am always missing you jim always thinking about you and I will always be here if or when you need me. Merry Christmas Eve my brave soldier. I love you to heaven and back xxxx

It’s coming more and more upto Christmas and I’m only feeling emptier. This is my first one ever without you and I miss you so so much💔 it’s so hard this time of the year without you.. all the things we used to do. Anyway, I hope you have a blast up there with all the other angels. I’ll save you your seat on Christmas🤍

Love you always and forever my gorgeous beautiful brave soldier x

Just thinking about you James, goodnight my beautiful nephew, love you forever xxx

I’m a celebrity started tonight Jim I thought of you and me watching it every year together and the laughs we had for the whole 3 weeks it was on. (He’s such a small man) you always use to say that to me every year while watching it. Boos watching it this year too. I miss you so so much Jim everyday I miss you but days like tonight I miss you even more xxxx

I will never forget you Jim 💔😭 My brave soldier,my hero sleep tight in the arms of the angels until we can meet again. I love you to heaven and back xxxx

Just a message to let you know I’m always thinking about you and I will always be missing you. I will never forget you Jim 😭💔 I will talk about you to everybody I meet and I will make sure they all know your name. I love you to heaven and back Jim my brave soldier ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Has I lay here and try to sleep all I can think about is you and how much I am missing you and how much I really need you back Jim. My heart is broken. Please Jim if you can come Back then please do, I will be here waiting for you for aslong as it takes. The new series of stranger things is on Netflix’s now (I know you was waiting to watch that). My brave soldier you are the strongest person I know. I’m so so proud of you. I love you to heaven and back Jimmy xxxx

Just a message to let you know I am always thinking about you Jim. The good days wen had the bad days we had they are all in my mind and I will never forget them or you. I love you to heaven and back jim. Please don’t forget me I can’t wait till I get to see you again so I can give you a massive hug. Sleep tight my brave soldier until we meet again. I love you Jimmy xxxxk

Happy birthday James. Miss you more and more each day that comes love you loads nan xxxx

Happy birthday to my beautiful nephew. The most caring loving thoughtful man I've known. Love ya bud always have always will. Miss you so much my little mate. Uncle mark (bud) xxxx xxxx

I miss you so so much Jim. I miss our conversations, our dances, our laughs, watching films, talking about wrestling, playing games, I miss your smile, your laugh, your hugs. I miss it all Jim. I want you back here with me I need you back here with me Jim 😭💔

I love you so much and I miss you more and more each day. You are never out of my thoughts Jim, no matter where I am or who I am with or what I’m doing you are always right here with me. I love you to heaven and back xxxx

**Edit as I out nephew on other by mistake and Jim was my cousin** Think about you everyday Jim. Life was cruel to you. Hope your out of pain now and can rest. We will meet again one day but until then rest in peace. Love you my handsome cousin you will never be forgotten xx

Think about you everyday Jim. Life was cruel to you. Hope your out of pain now and can rest. We will meet again one day but until then rest in peace. Love you my handsome nephew you will never be forgotten xx

The day I lost you Jim I didn’t just lose you I lost myself too because nothing can ever be the same again 💔 Our house doesn’t feel like our home without you. My life doesn’t feel complete without you and my heart doesn’t beat the same without you Jim. 😭 I love you so much and I miss you more and more each day xxxx

I think about you all the time Jim, every second of every day I think about you. An inspiration to everybody who knows you. An unknown hero. I love you more then anything my brave soldier. I will meet you one day again and when I do I am never losing you again. Sleep tight my gorgeous boy. And fly high with the angels. Love you to heaven and back xxxx

Love ya bud miss you more and more everyday. You will stay in my heart forever. You will never walk alone xxxxxxxx

Always in my thoughts Forever in my heart Xxx

Always thinking of you My brave soldier. Every minute of everyday you are in my thoughts and heart. I will always miss you and always love you. You will never walk alone Jim. Love you to heaven and back. Love mom xxxx

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I am I and you are you, whatever we were to each other that we still are. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? Life means all that it ever meant, it is the same as it ever was.