Two years today I said my final goodbye to you, gave you my last ever hug and kiss and had to lay you to rest for good. The day started of with you back home with me and boo where you belong, I put your cream on your face has it was drying out and made sure you was ok, I stayed awake all night with you, talking to you about all the memories you left behind, telling you how proud I am of you. I loved having you back home (even if it was just for one day). The night went so fast and before i knew it it was time to lay you to rest for good. I can’t remember much about the day if I’m honest but I know the church was packed and not a dry eye was to be seen anywhere. The worse part was coming back home, the house was empty, our home Jimmy it felt strange and lonely (hard to explain) knowing you wasn’t going to walk back through the door or sit on your special cushion again I just broke down. It wasn’t real, it still doesn’t feel real. I often just imagine you are in hospital and I wait for your phone call to tell me what the doctor has said and if you can come back home.but that phone call never comes and then it all comes back to me why 😭💔. It feels only yesterday when I said goodbye to you but it feels like years and years since I last saw you. I miss you so bad my brave soldier 💔😭. I can’t wait until i see you again, but until then I will do my best to look after Boo for you. I miss you so much. I love you to heaven and back and more xxxx