Today will be your 3rd heavenly christmas, our 3rd Christmas without you. Has I sit here all silence around me, boo and Ken is still fast asleep, I think about all the other Christmas’s we had with you. The excitement of when you were a child and would wake me up super early with excitement of what Santa had left you (normally about 2am ish). Always happy and appreciative with what you got. Always gave me a massive hug (my Jimmy hug). I loved seeing the excitement and happiness on your little face. Even into adulthood you still kept that gorgeous smile and was still excited and happy for Christmas, always grateful, just the early mornings stopped and changed for about 8-9 ish instead. You and boo made my Christmas mornings, infact you both make my whole life. Christmas isn’t the same now you ain’t here jim all I have is my memories but I will treasure them forever. Thankyou for allowing me to be your mom it’s the best feeling in the world. Always stay smiling my gorgeous son. Never forget what you mean to me. I will always love you and I will never ever stop thinking about you. X