The year 2022 was the year my heart broke and nothing can fix it. It was the year you left me Jim, the year my whole world fell apart 💔 how we got through this year i will never know, but how i got through Christmas i will never know it was so hard, the memories of the Christmas films we would watch and the hot chocolates we would drink the gingerbread house me and boo would make, the excitement of opening our gifts our matching family pjs and the decorations going up, seeing the lights glowing all through the house, they are memories that will stay with me always, but they are also the memories that will break my heart even more every Festive season. The memories from previous years is what i kept thinking about and all the good times we had the three of us, the laughs and the joys. 
christmas 2022 was the hardest Christmas of all. A day without you to help us celebrate. A day i never wanted to see ever. 
youve had alot of lovely gifts Jim and people have thought of you and remembered you so thats good. 
You will never be forgotten Jim. 
Me and boo have sorted your memory garden out for you and it looks lovely now. 
we lit your candles in your memory Jim and thought of you and did a prayer, they were lovely to see burnign by the fire place.
we will have a toast tonight (new years eve) for you and we will take the memories youve left us with into the new year and keep them with us always. Memories i will forever treasure. 
happy 2023 Jim my brave soldier, i hope you are having fun and i hope you are keeping warm. 
love you to heaven and back xxxx