A year ago today we had to say goodbye forever and lay you to rest. I thought the day i got told you had gone to be with god was my worse day ever but jim ive got to say this day was the worse, it meant that i wouldnt be able to see you again ever. You would no longer be here in your room, watching dvds etc, nor would you be in hospital or the chapel of rest anymore. I would never get to see you ever again and that broke my heart all over again. 
To see all your flowers arrive that morning and see the cars pull up at our house and then have to ride behide you knowing where we was heading was the worse pain ive ever had to suffer. That day Jim i knew you had really gone and it wasnt all just a bad nightmare. Coming back to our house knowing you wont ever be here again and seeing all your medicines, dvds etc around the house was horriable. 
I think about you every second of the day Jim and i will always remember you. You made me the proudest mom in the world. 
weve brought you a little gift to let you know you are remembered and you will never walk alone. 
weve lit you a special candle too. 
stay safe and keep warm. Fly high with the angels. I love you to heaven and back xxxx