I thought there was nothing worse then being told you had fell asleep for good, that my brave soldier had cloed his eyes and he wasnt waking back up 💔😭 thise words still cut me up even now i hear the words come from the doctor and i feel the pain all over again. But 2 years today was when we laid you to rest and i had to say my final goodbye to you, i could no longer hug you, kiss tou or see your gorgeous face again, all i had left was memories. Nothing will ever make this day less apinful for me Jim, it will always be the day i last got to see my brave soilder. 
Today like everyday has been hard, but today has been really hard. 
ive been to your plot and laid a plant on there for you and weve lit you a special candle, ive had to clean and keep myself busy just to stop myself breaking down today Jim. 
I hope whatever you have been doing you have had a good day. I miss tou ao much Jimmy and i love tou to heaven and back and more xxxx

I will never forget you Jimmy, you will always be my brave soldier. YOU’LL NEVER WALK ALONE xxxx