This time last year I was able to walk into the living room and know you’d be there.. not in the same way you normally would be but a little comfort after realising you was gone forever. That was one of my hardest days. Getting dressed that morning into something you would have loved to see me in, seeing the flowers get delivered. Having to say goodbye to you forever. Seeing them close you. Riding in that car while seeing you in front of me with all of those flowers, I see the goodbye days in the movies and they make me cry then but I had to remain strong for mom. Hearing your songs, leaving you flowers, but when that curtain shut on you was one of the hardest things I went through. That whole day and leading upto was hard but that day will always be one of my hardest. I love you belly and I miss you forever. I hope your okay and free from pain now. Now sleep tight, be free and spread your wings. I love you forever🤍 until we meet again x