Merry 2rd Heavenly Christmas my brave soldier. Another one i have to get through without you being here with me 😭💔. Today is going to be so hard Jim. Has I sit here and think of all the memories from our previous years, I have to wipe the tears from my eyes and know that all that has now gone 💔😭. It’s hard without you being here with us Jim. Boo now gets the presents from under the tree, (a job you’ve done every Christmas morning since you’ve been about 6), you would enjoy reading who the present was for. Every Xmas morning we had the same conversation, you would say I ain’t doing my meds today it’s Xmas and I would reply back with get them taken Jim. You would always laugh and do them all before breakfast. I remember the year you had your I pods and you told me to use one (you had the other one using) while I did the dinner stuff and you said “mom don’t lose it” and I replied back “I’m in the kitchen doing the dinner stuff how am I suppose to lose it” then I had to come in the living room and tell you I’ve lost your I pod Jim” you just looked at me and said “that really don’t surprise me” (you always said I lost everything) we found it on the kitchen side. these memories might not be anything to others but I remember your face. To say I miss you isn’t right Jim because I do more then miss you. I miss everything about you, the memories, the laughs, I even miss coming in every morning and waking you up because your meds is due (I know you won’t miss that one). I will do my best to make today special for you and boo (like I always do) but Jim I will be thinking of you every second. Merry Christmas big boy have a great day. Enjoy all the pigs in blankets and Yorkshire puddings. I love you to heaven and back xxxx