Today will be your 3rd heavenly christmas, our 3rd Christmas without you. Has I sit here all silence around me, boo and Ken is still fast asleep, I think about all the other Christmas’s we had with you. The excitement of when you were a child and would wake me up super early with excitement of what Santa had left you (normally about 2am ish). Always happy and appreciative with what you got. Always gave me a massive hug (my Jimmy hug). I loved seeing the excitement and happiness on your little face. Even into adulthood you still kept that gorgeous smile and was still excited and happy for Christmas, always grateful, just the early mornings stopped and changed for about 8-9 ish instead. You and boo made my Christmas mornings, infact you both make my whole life. Christmas isn’t the same now you ain’t here jim all I have is my memories but I will treasure them forever. Thankyou for allowing me to be your mom it’s the best feeling in the world. Always stay smiling my gorgeous son. Never forget what you mean to me. I will always love you and I will never ever stop thinking about you. X
Mom x
25th December 2024
It’s less than a week before Christmas and it’s not the same without you Jim, the excitement the gifts the dinner the films the treats nothing is the same now. My heart is broken without you 😭💔 I really need you back Jim, I really need a Jimmy hug 😭💔 I miss you so much 💔😭 x
Mom x
19th December 2024
Today is your 25th birthday Jim. Another day we have to get through without you. Everyday is hard but days like today are even harder. Not a second goes by where I don’t think of you, where I don’t prey to see you walk through the door and come back home, where you belong. People will say time will make it all easier, the pain will get easier and life will go on, they are wrong Jim, the pain don’t get easier, you just get use to walking around with a broken heart. I will never ever stop missing you, not a day goes by where I don’t talk about you (to whoever will listean to me). I miss you more and more eachday. Thankyou for all the wonderful memories you left behind for me, I will treasure them forever and Thankyou for being my son, I really couldn’t ask for a better one. I love you to heaven and back and more my brave soldier. Happy birthday Jimmy xxx
Mom x
5th September 2024